Mmkay I really needed to kick that other journal off of the page, and uhm, I need to advertiseeee

Chicken Soup is like, this awesome forum that I go to and it's active enough. This is a particularly fun forum for rpers, because the rp board is like always active. Lots of artsy people there too, and there's always people to talk to about stuff.

Uh.... Yeah. xD We need more members! Joinjoinjoinjoinjoin and POST if you do, please. ):

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Also, marching band is effing painful. Fun, yes. Self-esteem lowering, yes. Painful, yes. But still fun. xD

I love my Selmer bass clar. <3 I don't march with the Selmer, but I still love it.

And also, QQ school starts on Monday. ):

....Join CS. Yeah. xD;

PSSSSSST I'm taking art trades!

My birthday is today. <3 I had a party yesterday, , , and came. :> It was really fun, I got money and popcorn and Radiant Dawn and a sketchbook and a pocketwatch and a gift card to barnes and nobles...=xDarkwingx is an awesome artist, btw. Go love her now.

We mostly just brawled and played Mario kart. It was nice...

after Joseph (Ryuu) left, my mom told me that Minuet (You know, one of my chickens) died. I still can't get over that.

She was barely one year old. Chickens don't drop dead when they're freaking one year old.

Everybody is freaking dying around me. What the hell is wrong with me? Am I just that lame to fucking be around? I don't even know how she died; she was just DEAD. I feel like something huge got ripped out of me. My chest hurts a lot, I have a headache, and I seriously can't stop crying and its scaring me a bit. Minnie meant so much to me.

I was almost like her mom, you know? She followed me everywhere, and she would always peck and scratch at my shoes when she saw me. she would run to me and she loved it when I held her, she was so damned cute. I loved her like she was a part of me, and I would like to think that she loved me too.

We buried her today. Now I feel really sick. This is just really screwing with me; I just want to go die but thats stupid so bah.

I really hate when I'm all depressed like this. Tbh I've NEVER been this depressed. Ever. Just thinking about her in the slightest way gives me the worst headache, and my eyes hurt from freaking crying. I can't stop; it's getting on my nerves. I'm actually scaring away whoever I talk to because i'm just that fucking depressed right now

I woke up, realized i was fourteen, and went to bury my baby. Fuck it all. Just fucking fuck it!

I'm getting two chicks, though, so Sonata won't be alone. Was thinking about getting a silver laced wyandotte, and a speckled sussex. They're gorgeous.

But everything seems to remind me of Minnie. I have her first baby feather in a jar next to my computer. I have little chicken statues everywhere. I have the box she and Sonnie came in when they were chicks somewhere else in here! Dammit!

We're planting SOMETHING on her grave, not sure what. First it was going to be a bush, then flowers, then dtrawberries, and now we're thinking about a banana tree.

...wow my fourteenth birthday has sucked ASS. Yesterday was cool, but the bomb ruined everything.

R.I.P....

*stole from *
Nationality Quiz

British
[ ] You drink a lot of tea.
[ ] You know what a brolly is.
[x] Deal or No Deal has taken over your life. [SHUT UP]
[ ] You wanted Ben to win X Factor.
[x] You use the word "bugger" or the phrase "bloody hell." [Bloody hell. xDDDDD]
[ ] Fish and Chips are yummy.
[ ] You can eat a Full English Breakfast.
[x] You dislike emos almost as much as you dislike chavs. [I hate poser-emos.]
[x] Its football...not soccer. [ya, Soccer=stupid. I still call soccer football. the other football sucks.]
Total: 4

Australian
[x] you wear flip flops all year. [stfu]
[ ] You call flip flops "thongs", not flip flops. [LOLWTF]
[ ] You love a backyard Barbie.
[x] You know a Barbie is not a doll.
[x] You love the beach.
[x] Sometimes you swear without realizing.
[ ] You're a sports fanatic.
[x] You are tanned.
[ ] You're a bit of a bogan.
[x] You have an Australian something. [An Australian duck thing. yeah. xD]
Total: 6

Italian
[ ] The Sopranos is a great show.
[ ] Your last name ends in a vowel.
[ ] Your grandmother makes her own sauces.
[x] You know how a real meatball tastes.
[ ] You know Italian songs.
[x] You have dark hair and dark eye color.
[ ] You speak some Italian.
[x] You are under 5'10". [5'7]
[x] You know what an Italian horn is.
[x] Pizza/spaghetti is the best food in the world!
[x] You talk with your hands.
Total: 6

Spanish
[x] You say member instead of Remember. [...How is this Spanish? O__o;;]
[x] You speak Spanish or some.
[x] You like tacos.
[ ] YoU TyPe lIkE ThIs On Da CoMpUtEr. [...o.o;]
[x] You are dark skinned. [Not very dark, but still. xD;]
[x] You know what a Puta is.
[x] You talk fast occasionally.
[ ] You have had highlights or have dyed your hair.
[x] You know what platanos are.
Total: 7 [...Well, I AM Spanish...xDD;]

Russian
[ ] You say villain as: Vee-lon.
[x] You get short tempered.
[x] You know of somebody named Natasha.
[ ] You get cold easily.
[x] Rain is fun for you.
[x] You get into contests all the time.
[x] You can easily make do with the cold weather.
total: 5

Irish
[ ] You think beer is the best.
[x] You have a bad temper.
[ ] Your last name starts with a Mc, Murph, O', Fitz or ends with a ley, on, un, an, in, ry, ly, y or L.
[ ] You have blue or green eyes.
[x] You like the color green.
[x] You have been to a St. Patty’s day party. [Sis's birthday. they all get drunk and have a big Patty party.]
[ ] You have a family member from Ireland.
[ ] You have red hair.
[ ] You have/had freckles.
[x] your family get together always include drinking and singing. [Mostly drinking. Then the drunks start singing. xD]
Total: 4

African American
[ ] You say nigga/nukka casually.
[ ] You have nappy hair.
[ ] You like rap.
[x] You know how to shoot a gun.
[ ] You think President George Walker Bush is racist.
[x] You like chicken.
[x] You like watermelon.
[ ] You can dance.
[ ] You can 'sing' gospel.
Total: 3

Asian
[ ] You have slanty/small eyes.
[x] You like rice a lot.
[x] You are good at math. [hate it tho]
[x] You have played the piano
[ ] You have family from Asia.
[x] You laugh sometimes covering your mouth.
[ ] Most people think you're Chinese.
[ ] You call hurricanes typhoons.
[ ] You go to Baulko.
Total: 4

German
[x] You like bread.
[x] You think German Chocolate is good. [THE BEST OMG]
[x] You speak some German. [Yup]
[x] You know what Schnitzel is.
[x] You hate it when stupid people call you.
[ ] You went to Pre-school.
[x] You're over 5'2. [5'7 >8D]
Total: 6

Canadian
[x] You like/play/played hockey. [hockey ftw. too scare dto play it, though.]
[ ] You love beer.
[x] You say eh. [LAWLS YUP]
[ ] You know what poutine is.
[ ] You speak some French.
[ ] You love Tim Horton's.
[ ] At one point you lived in a farm house.
[x] You watch/watched degrassi. [Sis made me. Don't really like it.]
Total: 3

American
[ ] You hate foreigners.
[ ] You hate non - Christians.
[x] You're lazy.
[ ] You have had an abortion.
[ ] But love the penalty.
[ ] You don't read.
[x] You shop at Wal-Mart.
[x] You think this survey is rather biased. [We're not ALL bad D:]
Total: 3

Belgian:
[ ] you grow some small vegetables in the yard.
[x] you like french fries.
[x] you think Belgian chocolate rules.
[ ] you know that the 'official best beer in the world' is Belgian.
[ ] you speak both Dutch and French
[x] you like Belgian waffles.
[ ] you call a pub or bar a café.
[ ] you fully realize and acknowledge that your football team sucks.
[x] you drive/own a French or German car. [My parents have a BMW X5 that we got in germany...]
[ ] you have a lot of comments on your government.
total: 4

Dutch:
[ ] you like the color orange.
[ ] you are a football enthusiast.
[x] you often go to 'coffee shops'. [I don't drink coffee there, though they're just nice and quiet and awesome.]
[x] you know what is meant by 'coffee shops'.
[x] you tend to overreact and show your emotions.
[x] you have a cheerful nature.
[x] you like the sea.
[x] you are good at building/handiwork/projects.
[ ] you tend to favor the megalomania.
total: 6

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AND NOW FOR THE FEATURES! 8D

Today I am featuring both ~cheepers and ;devxdarkwingx:. x3

is an amaaazing artist. She seriously has a really nice, unique style, and her art is adorable. x3 Here are some things she did...



She really is an incredible artist, and is among one of my favorites on my watchlist. x3 GO LOOK AT HER STUFF. NOW. xDD

is my best friend, IRL and online. xD She is a SPECTACULAR mouse artist. HER STUFF ROCKSSSS.



She rocks, man. <3 Go look at her stuff--she really deserves some more watchers! ;] WAY better artist than me!

tagged me! xD SO HERE I GO.

You comment and I give you a letter. You then have to list ten things you like that start with that letter. <3

I got S! xDD

1.) Super Smash bros!
2.) Swans
3.) Spain
4.) Stupidity
5.) Saxophones~
6.) Silver
7.) Sketching
8.) SLIDES!
9.) SUPER STEALTH
10.) Subscriptions XDD

LOL

OH and I got subscribed on accident. xD I was subscribing *fierystar but i accidentally subscribed myself. O__o; So I subscribed her after that and so yeah. SUB BUDDIES!

*xDarkwingx is suscribed too! TALK TO HER GIVE HER VIEWS SHE'S REALLY COOL.

I will make more journals etc with features and some CSS and stuff. yeah.